I feel like in my life I have cared so much about trying to please everyone around me it took a while to find my own voice. I used to be really shy and timid, at least until I was comfortable around someone. I didn't like to be put on the spot or called out in front of a group of people. The attention embarrassed me. Now I am like, "hey guess what, hey listen to me, HEY! I am talking!" Ha ha. OK, maybe not that bad but I am more assertive and likely to speak my mind.
In the past couple of years I have gotten to know myself better. I can't say that I have completely found myself but I am on my way. I used to hate being alone, now I quite enjoy my own company. Does this mean I am old? I don't feel old. Here is what I think it means, I am at peace. It's settled, I am not old I am just peaceful. Right?
I am off to the Saturday market for some fresh flowers and live music. Have a relaxing and wonderful day!